Friday, March 24, 2006

UMRAH @ ziarah

2 in 1..whateva it is, its still another opportunity to grab while it last..its still comes fr our own pocket $$, who said its free…nothing is FREE in this world beb…
sronotnya…………..seronoknya! well once i’ve got a confirmation that me n hubby will be going for umrah, that is the first word comes out fr my lips. BUT….umrah is not a holiday for vacation, its a visit with an activities to remembered from where we comes from and to where we go back to.
this year all started with good things hope will follow with a good news lak….
1) *FEB’06*   we moved in to our sweet home…..with some renovation fr our own pockets (PROUD to say that…he..he..)
2)*MARCH’06*  my operation was success…..result???? have to wait la….n berusaha n berserah kepadaNYA.
3)*MEI’06*  went for umrah together with my umi…..n for sure my loving hubby!!
For preparation, as this is my first time umrah, i have to learn a lot on what are the things to be done and to bring with. Two weeks is nothing there, time will pass by quickly n once u realized its already the last day of me being there, therefore i want to make sure i’ll do utilize all the time to the Almighty.
Its so scared when people told me that its CASH N CARRY over there, all the things we think in our mind n heart should be sincere and whatever we do is because of ALLAH. Juz be yourself, a little creature who went there ask for forgiveness; pray for every wishes will come true; n beribadat selagi daya……
well, will depart on 21st mei - 1055pm fr m’sia n hope the journey will be safe untill i reach the ultimate destination n same goes for the return trip on 3rd june….may God bless this journey!!

Thursday, March 23, 2006


a little info or intro about it..
Endometriosis ialah sejenis penyakit yang berlaku apabila tisu endometrium (lapisan dalam dinding rahim) yang sepatutnya lucut ketika haid ‘tumbuh’ di luar rahim meliputi organ seperti ovari, tiub fallopio, ligamen dan ruang lain dalam rongga rahim. Ketika dinding rahim lucut dan dikeluarkan sebagai darah haid, lapisan endometriosis juga akan berdarah tetapi ia tidak keluar. Ini menyebabkan kawasan di sekelilingnya menjadi radang dan membentuk tisu parut.
When a woman has endometriosis, the tissue that lines her uterus, called the endometrium, grows outside of the uterus. No one is sure why this happens. When this tissue grows outside of the uterus, it is mostly found in the pelvic cavity, usually in one or more of these places: on or under the ovaries, behind the uterus, on the tissues that hold the uterus in place, or on the bowels or bladder. In very rare cases, endometriosis areas can grow in the lungs or other parts of the body. As the tissue grows, it can develop into growths, also called tumors or implants. These growths are usually benign (not cancerous) and rarely are associated with cancer. Growths can cause mild to severe pain, infertility (not being able to get pregnant), and heavy periods.
WELL………..general info n general knowledge for women out there. This is what i’m experiencing for almost a decade….upps, ya ke…he..he..Anyway i’ve been removed fr this problem. On 8 March i went for a surgery after being consulting a doctor for more than 5 visits. With a courage i decided n love fr my hubby we go thru this situation. We choose SJMC for this small surgery.
7/3/06 - Late evening i’ve admitted to the hospital. With simple preparation - i’ve go thru the major operation in my life, so this surgery is nothing much to me- but still….a few clothes n toiletries. Guess, i’ve thought of best dinner in a private hospital but suddenly they served me sandwich with milo …ha… frustrating, apa lagi masa ni la nak bmanja with hubby, ask for outside food ler…lapar daa…then instant fried rice, biscuit n milo (kotak jer…) fr 7E ready to served. OK La tu…Finish eating, visiting hrs also end….left me alone. All the checking being done, urine test, blood pressure, temperature and last - the most feared thing….blood test….x sakit but takut tgk darah. Sleep without accompany!! oopps….shaving is a must too…
ini tengah enjoy watching ASTRO…..baru admit le katakan :)sihat lagi
8/3/06; 8.00am - they came to bring me to the surgery theatre with a bed trolley…lying down with their clothe, quite nice - green checks design. Gave a bius injection n water dripping, then push me in the room. While do all the necessary things, I, myself didn’t know when i’ve got fainted…ha..ha..
Woke up, feel so sleepy…my family gave me a visit, dont know what time - but as my hubby told me they came around 11am n i already in the room. Cannot talk much, the bius is so strong. I’m really2 woke up somewhere around 6pm. Nobody is around….need to pee, luckily nurse came in to check on me. Then she help me to the bathroom since i still feel dizzy-cannot stand properly. Around 7pm dinner was served. Ask for rice but cannot go thru, instead of eating i felt like want to vomit…..huh, tensionnya.
Then again my family: hubby, parents n in laws skali visit me..untill 9pm. THANX evrybody for your care n love especially to my hubby!!!!
9/3/06 - i’m out……hooray, discharged already. Getting better. Well everything end with sucessful surgery, left only another visit to do ……so as a conclusion, according to the doc i have an endometriosis which had blocked my follopian tube. So this mihgt be one of the reason why i can’t pregnant yet. So after this whatever it is, its still depends on GOD bless plus me and my husband effort. Hope everything goes well……as what we have been hoping for more than yrs.