Harapan RAMADHAN

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan
Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna
Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula
Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintahNya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu membelenggu diri
Tiada henti-henti
Tak ingin ku biarkan Ramadhan berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang lemah
Mengharungi segalanya dengan sabar
Kita memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan diterima amalan
Selangkah demi selangkah…
Dengan rahmatMu oh Tuhanku…
Ku tempuh jua
Syukur Alhamdullillah………….. Ramadhan - i’m glad i’m still here alive n in a good health to perform the fast….thanks GOD n i’ll pray that i can do all the necessary things to ensure my fasting is worthwhile n meaningfull….
1st day i was so excited to do terawih but when it comes to the 5th onwards…i’m getting lazy n most of the time i feel so sleepy…..emm i guess i ate too much when break fast…(ini la ma’nusia…mkn x ingat dunia..hehehe). But this yr my hubby n i performing our terawih on our own instead of going to Surau n berjemaah with the others jemaah…this is bcoz we always come back late n some more the surau is having extra activities after the terawih which i can’t afford to follow…(mengantuk bangat lerrrrrrrrr
anyway its not wrong to perform on your own but less pahala lerrrrr….back at the office i feel so lazy n so sleepy….i guess i dont hv an enaough sleep but its juz another "good" reason to me myself….hehehe….actually i dont hv much work this mth due to some reasons…so hv more time to surf n chat with frens…but never let my work terabai….work come 1st maaaaaaa
emm ok…GTG, wanna wish all (to muslims only…) - slamat berposer penuh di bln ramadhan yg mulia ini n pls do all the good n meaningfull activities only k!!

Anniversarry…then MERDEKA!!

4th Happy Anniversary to me n hubby……..emm going to 5 yrs…well we do celebrate nothing that day since we went back quite late that nite n trap in a massive traffic on the higway back to house….but manage to spend sometime with julie n kay - having our dinner at m’cd jer…..
4yrssss…..sweet n sour n spicy n everything ler….a lot or little doesn’t count, the most important things is we manage to get thru it n we survived!!!! Even our marriage does not bless with kids yet but we still happy n will always happy even sometime do feel jealous to the other couple but we look at the good side n think of the best reason y we does not bless with child yet….its GOD job…n it will n we never know…
                       
anyway thanks GOD for the times u gave to me n my hubby to understand more abt each other, so that we learn the loves, cares, patience, mad, crazy, anger in a good manner n……….manage to hold up tightly untill now…n 4eva..
wat can i say…life is challenging, time pass by n u will never know wat will happen but at least u can plan for the future..so my life marriage also the same…we undergo so many feelings this 4 yrs but would like to thank to my beloved hubby..Mr WAN SAIFUL HAFEZ AMRAN…ur patience n self attributes are match to me…(bak kata org..api n air..last long..x leh api n api…tbakar!!!).
u knows…women..sensitive n unpatience….so same goes to me sometime ler….so he is my man..who can tolerate, ctrl n understand me…even sometime NO…this one cannot deny or lie…every second our attitude will be diffnt so time by time we learn to adapt…
so…..i pray our marriage will last 4eva n many good things will come thru to our journey…..n "dimurahkan rezeki" (yg ini byk maknanya…….hehehe