RENUNGan

salam..dah lama x berblogging..selama tu juger actually byk yg berlaku n mostly yg terpahit n tersedih pernah dilalui dlm kehidupan stakat hr ni.

tersedih krn dah x der air mata nak dikluarkan dah…dah penat coz rasanya dah sampai tahap pembaziran…n selbihnya spt x dihargai pula..jd mengapa harus menangis..that is not e’ only senjata pun yg kaum wanita ada..maka finally berserah pdNYA is e’ best way..pray n doa!!

terpahit krn apa yg berlaku terlalu pahit utk ditelan begitu shj..n lastly terpalit dlm hati di satu sudut dimana x mungkin dpt hilang sepantas mungkin..semuga masa dpt mengubatinya dgn berkat dan rahmat petunjuk drNYA juga.

bukan emo tp realiti sbuah kehidupan x slalu indah..n ini yg terjd…kena terima kenyataan n hadapi sebaik mungkin..namun aku juga seorang wanita, ada kala aku terungkit kisah lpas..namun bleh kah sidia memahami?? bkn dgn niat tp kesan yg masih tinggal menjd penyebab utama knp memori pahit terluah.

apa2 pun me n him try to remedy wateva mistake we hv along e’ road of our marriage..may GOD bless our marriage n our effort towards his goodness. n as for me, i’m trying my best to be a good wife…but wif a hope luka lama x berulang lg!!

women is ez to forgive but not to forget..that is what happen to me too…being lie is really an ashamed n feel like an idiot but life n truth will never lies u..just face it n tackle in on your own style..either e’ best or bad ways is all up to u, urself. so do me..at 1st i cant take it..i’ almost feel like crazy but when i’m more in awake n calm situation, i can think rationally n act wisely wif a guide frm HIM…

buat si DIA yg pandai berkata2 dihadapan n bermadah2 di alam maya…berpura2 like she knows n even understand everything i hv go thru…its really a BULLSHIT when she herself did not hold to her promise!! if before this i’m a bit admire of her understanding but now..i just hate her so much…a very good pretending human i ever met..its SUCK!! she don't even know what she is doing but she talks like she live than u longer n experience all...play wif fire n somebody life n soul..is just not ethically good. so for those out there careful wif this kind of  species..what species am i talking about….pk lar sdiri coz i hv my own term already but its for me…only for me – if u all hv experienced it then u will know what to call it.

but i’m not solely blame her. for me it comes wif 2 heart wif e’ same character but might be wif diffnt intention…n same goes to me. i’m lack in so many things as a perfect wife  or may be i took everything wif granted without noticing a small mistake grow bigger n can lead to his kind of situation, but so do e’ other side..both of us need to change if we do really love n care about each other.

now i’m change and he also change..yes?? its a question about whether i’m believe or not, about time to put back my trust n about my instinct – to hv no more doubt n bad 3rd signal frm bottom of my heart ..AMIN. semuga dipermudahkan segala urusan ku ini.

1st NOVEL

salam…nak buang masa yg amat berharga sgt..cari2 apa cara n jalan…n finally teringat novel pun ok gak..dr beli magazine yg cepat abis bila dibaca…so novel is e’ best way…bkn apa, selalu tunggu mr hub mkn masa gak berjam kadang2 tu…so better dr sakit ati menunggu diisi dgn imaginasi novel2 terkini…kasi otak rehat sambil berkhayal dlm nukilan org…ceh mcm aku ler heroin dlm novel2 tu kan…

btw, aku mmg x pernah beli novel n ada novel sdiri..bkn ulat buku citer pun..kalu pernah baca pun melalui pinjaman dr kengkawan jer…slebihnya dgr dr mrk..nak beli n baca mmg idak ler…kedekut masa blajar dulu..almaklum duit poket tu syg sgt nak sia2 beli bhn entertainment camtu..lgpun bz nak baca novel2 ni..bz telaah….hikhik..caya ker? leh ar….

stlah puas google novel apa yg terkini yg laris di pasaran aku jumpa ni..http://www.kakinovel.com/ novel terbaru..content x pasti..so aku yg mmg x tau menahu ttg novel ni just grab few title utk dicari..n last thursday balik kna pi kl sentral…so pi ler singgah kedai buku kat bah atas kl sentral tu…so bernasib baik, mrk ada jual novel2 ni…fuuh…byk giler title n author…fening lar plak cari yg mana satu bagus n berkenan utk dibaca….

belek punya belek…amik yg mmg pernah nampak di online masa google dulu..snang amik yg terbaru..sdap x sdap..lain citer..baca dulu..lpas tu baru leh komen…so finally dpt ler satu novel ditgn ku..SEANDAINYA by RYS Areesa..kenal?? hehe x knal pun aku…ada aku kisah…nak isi masa lapang ni x kira ler bhn bacaan mcm mana pun kan..tp ini ler pilihan yg terbaik buat aku masa ni.

                 

Seandainya -sinopsis

RM29.00

Masing-masing enggan meluahkan isi hati. Hanya bahasa tubuh dan bicara tersirat yang memainkan peranan. Areena tidak berani membuka pintu hatinya untuk Wan Zaharris. Bimbang dirinya akan dikecewakan sebagaimana Zaharris Arman menghancurkan hatinya berderai berkeping-kepingan. Wan Zaharris pula bersenda di dalam kata-kata seriusnya terhadap Areena, berharap gadis itu bisa membaca apa yang tersirat di dalam hatinya. Ke manakah sudahnya hala tuju perhubungan ini?
Pertemuan di dalam komuter menjadi bibit memori yang indah buat Shamsul Azhar. Redup mata Areena mengganggu ketenangan kolam hatinya. Jejaka pemalu ini di dalam diam mengharapkan pertemuan seterusnya biarpun masing-masing pernah hampir disatukan.
Tatkala Zaharris Arman menagih kembali cinta Areena, Wan Zaharris muncul sebagai perwira yang melindungi Areena dari sebarang ancaman kehancuran hati buat kali kedua. Tatkala Areena bersedia menerima kehadiran Wan Zaharris dengan hati yang terbuka, takdir penentu segala-galanya mengambil tempat.
Seandainya Areena membuka pintu hatinya terhadap Wan Zaharris… seandainya Wan Zaharris berterus terang dengan Areena… seandainya takdir tidak wujud di antara mereka berdua, apakah dua insan ini akan beroleh kebahagiaan yang hakiki?

in my hand…finally tercapai hasrat nak memiliknya.

{raya COOKIES}

salam semua…thn ni ada buat jualan biskut raya..saja tlg jiran jualkan..actually jiran ni mmg dah lama berkecimpung dlm buatan biskut raya yer..bkn baru stahun jagung..oleh kerana sambutan yg baik maka jualan biskut raya dia diteruskan hingga ke raya kali ni…n finally saya juga ingin membantu menjual biskut2 rayanya yg menjadi kegilaan saya dan pelanggan2 setianya stiap thn.

biskut2 ni dpt tempahan raya dr pelbagai pelusok..dr ktn-kolej shahputra, pekan, kelantan, rawang, temerloh n etc…insyaallah mkn biskut2 ni terasa lemak manis, garam gula, kacang choc chips n apa jer base on jenis biskut..tidak ler hanya pd rupa tp rasa mmg sentiasa ada – TIP TOP gitu.

 

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nice REMINDER }}

read n u realize something is missing …find it coz its never too late!!

The Mayonnaise  Jar

When  things in your life seem almost too much to handle,
When 24  hours in a day is not enough;
remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of  coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy  class
and  had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
he  picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
and start to fill it with  golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and  poured
it into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again
if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand
and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous  'yes.'
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the  table
and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
'Now,' said the  professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - God,  family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions  
Things  that if everything else was lost
and  only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the things that matter like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar  first,' he continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf  balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy  on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that  are
important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
There will always be time
to clean the house and fix the dripping tap.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really  matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand
and inquired what the coffee represented.
The  professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.
It just goes to show you that  no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

:) xoxo 

BREAD pudding

my style of making bread pudding – ez n faster!!

        

tlur 2 biji, mentega 2  sudu besar, gula perang 1 sudu besar (mau manis..taruk lbih skit ler), 2 sudu besar tepung jagung, 1 sudu besar susu pekat.

 

masukkan dlm blender smua bhn2 td..n kasi blend sampai jd mcm sblah tu yer…btw masukkan sgelas air juga.

 

roti dicarik2 halus / kasar..terpulang pd individu..actually roti dah expired pun ok as long as disimpan dlm fridge…n then tabur kismis hitam..kasi ceria n kow..(coz i lurve kismis a lot!!) loyang ni kasi sapu mentega skit..supaya x mlekat n snang nak kuarkan puding tu nanti.

kmudian tabur adunan yg di blend td ke dlm loyang berisi roti…bakar samapai jd kekuningan…dlm 1hr kot..coz oven biasa2 jer…suhu 150c..nak tau dah masak ke blum, tlg cucuk dgn lidi di bah tgh yer…

sudah SIAP!!!! mkn utk minum ptg….

HAPPY faces

this mng when i’m changing my desktop comp password due to some reason..me explore the control panel of my pc..went to personalization n desktop background…well in my heart while viewing e’ same old picture thumb of my niece, i feel bored. i need  a whole new session in my life…so i need changes…i need to see my loved one face all e’ time now..to remind me that we hv each other n we STILL love each other too…yoooooooo. lets do it…browsing thru all the picture folder, i found the below pic….somewhere in last 2 yr, family day in cameron. its me n mr hub n also lil zahrien in e’ middle….in my mind (if lar itu anak aku sdiri..will it be as handsome as zahrien..my niece??) then i’m smiling…yes..he/she will be as handsome as pretty his/her parents lorrrrrrrrr….x kan org lain kot..if ada pun dpt ler tempias mak/pak sdara terdekat tu. hahaha. i love this picture because its so vibrant in color…n most important  we r SMILING…smile beb, coz it wont hurt u at all…smile to others, n they will smile back at u!!